My Life...Until Today

The story of my life as it is until now:


Sexual abuse that i was exposed throughout my childhood and youth:

The first trauma was when i was 4 or so years old, when my parents shared the large apartment inside door (split in 2 separate apartments or units ) with  the 2 women living together in one unit, one much younger then the other;my parents with me and my brother living in the other unit. With the parents working, we were latchkey children...he allowed the older woman to unlock that door from time to time and check up on us.

It so happened that the younger of the two women had apparently, the unresolved issue with my father, where he allegedly refused, or so she thought, to have sex with her, the facts i found about during my abuse.

So one day, when we were to have the afternoon nap, she entered our side of apartment with the old lady she lived with, the older lady put us into our beds for the nap, the younger came to my bed, all the while the older stood at the room door, leaning on one side, watching.

The younger woman uncovered my bedding, started touching my body, all the way speaking in the loud and rude manner: '' what, you don't like this, you are so beautiful, your father will see what i can do to his daughter when he does not want me to show what i can do to him...he does not want me than  you can tell him...the older woman did not interfere at all, she just said repeatedly: ''come on, leave her alone, she is not to  blame''...and the one abusing me replied: ''so what? so what? leave me alone, go away? I never told anyone.

I was scared, utterly traumatized, I forgot the whole ordeal until the age 40 and something, where i started remembering upon turning myself to Evangelical religious denomination ( which i am not a part of now), when almost all of my memories returned.

At age of 5 more or less. We came to live in a new, you can say it was a size of a larger town, where almost all people were Catholics. We had a nanny taking care of the  house and us children.
That night my parents were somewhere out for the evening.
The nanny let 3 young adult males in..they came to the room we were put to sleep, it was already dark.
One of them came to my bed, saying how beautiful I was, opened my bedding and started touching me, while the other came to him pulling him back to stop.
I remember i was so scared of him trying to pull my pajamas off, i was just repeting: ''please do not touch me, i am just a little girl"...amazingly the nanny came into the room and took my brother and said: ''i am taking this child ( my brother), you will not touch him, he is mine..''
It so happened that the 3rd one took the framed photo of me as a baby that was  hanging on the wall and started doing something with his private part that i now know is the masturbation.
My parents knocked at the entrance door for the long time as my mother told me years later, them had forgotten their keys earlier that evening, the nanny allegedly saying she did not hear because she took a nap after ''i put the children into the bed(s).''

 The nanny came into the room and told those males they were to escape. One of them however stood and waited for my father to come. He did not want to escape.

My father came ...asked him what he was doing there...The  man was angry and he cursed my father, because he said, my father married Serbian out of  ''Serbian swine stock/kind'', that: ''  ruined Croatian people''; he then cursed me saying i will be f..... by the swines like ''you and your wife are'', and that i, ''beautiful as she is will be a f... by the rats in the cave, like the rats you, her parents are.''

My father was petrified. He did not even look how i was. He never told anything to my mother. Ever. He never talked about it with me. Ever. 

What i remember: i was on the kitchen floor, my father trying to put his penis in my mouth. I was almost 11 years old. My mother was working, he was at home.
 My brother comes in..i just remember him trying to penetrate me and he could not so he chocked me with his hands around my neck which was supposed to make him able to penetrate  me; after i un-clutched from him screeming...
He came to my  brother that commented what he saw as to: ''Mina and daddy are like husband and wife, unto what the father got up because i was already  out of his reach, came to my little brother and said '' i am sick of you all, you are in my nose, you are in my nose ( ''u nosu ste mi''), then to him: '' i will cum into your nostrils", ( ''svrsit cu ti u nosnice ''), taking his face into his hand, pointing to his little nose and forcing him to look straight in his face up; then he forced him to bring the table to the corner and to step up on it, looking at the corner as his punishment.
I ran out downstairs the building (we lived at the 2nd floor),  to the neighbor i do not want to name, because i have not seen them for ages, and also i do not have their permission...anyhow, after screaming, persuading and pleading, i was panic stricken i asked  them to please come upstairs with me...help me because i do not know what he would do to my brother; so i came back because of my little brother; they told me to go upstairs, they would see what they could do. They clearly did not believe me much at all but i was panick stricken so i guess they decided to send their son and he was supposed to check the situation.

(After coming back) i was caught back.
It is when i fell on the floor... my brother, seeing what happened, climbed down the table he was punished to stand on, he than came and jumped on my father's foot and ran back on the table..During the upcoming course of events,  the crack of my biological father started masturbating, because he seemed to have wanted to manifest his fatherly conduct firmly by finishing what he had begun with.
He cought me, forced me on the ground by the means of his fist,  opened my mouth with the hand, and when he cold not because i summoned the whole life in refusing to open my mouth,  he then clised my nostrils to prevent me from breathing so that i  would open my mouthme  to have his penis into my mouth...i was shaking my head left and right as much as i could...he then  started having an orgasm  on my face and i remember my eye, which is what the man that i called earlier for help saw,  entering the apartment

 When the man came in,  he put my father on the table and started kicking him with his hands, he forced him to lean, so that the father fell on his knees, butt up, he put the wooden chair leg into the father's ass telling him if he ever heard or saw that ''you do this to anyone else, i will personally come for you'';  he was out of himself,...all the while i was cheering; ''hit him, hit him, hit him ''

When his wife came, my father's head was bleeding...she did something and helped him, persuaded her husband not to call the police ...

After they left, the father told me and my brother to not dare telling anything to the mother and to pretend we were ok...he said: 
 ''we are now family like the everyone else, and we will have our lunch like nothing happened'' It is what happened.

After the lunch which is here called dinner, i was to clean the table, everyone left it except the father.  
I said: " Daddy i cried the plate/soup of tears for you, please be good with us" (tata isplakala sam i isplakat  cu juhu suza za tebe samo budi dobar sa nama").

He replied: ''here is my peace of shit in your plate of tears, you can eat it 
(''evo ti moje govno u juhi od suza jedi ga skupa sa juhom'') and with this he threw something black into my plate filled with the soup i could not eat.

Years later, my mother noticed a cut on his skull, and was surprised and asked him: "what is this cut i have never noticed it before?" and she told me, he allegedly said: " It is nothing i was forced to defend my life."
 These all happened when i I was around 10 years and 10 months when i lost my virginity by a 21 year old...and he found my bloody panties somewhere. Instead of defending me, going to the police investigating my ''boyfriend'' that was nothing but a pedophile, my father decided to add up to my already horrible experience.

My life spiraled downwards from there. I thought that making love to any man will make him or anyone for this matter love me.

After this i started to seek someone, anyone to love me out of my home the only way i knew how...thru sex. 

I was 15 when i was gang raped by,  who was 25 at the time.
I remember back home later  i stood at the window starring outside full 8 hours... my mother never asked me anything but how could i be so late...she had a job to do and that is to go to the town clinic to heal other people.

I was 10 1/2 when i was cheated into believing i was loved by a 21 year old. 
He took my virginity...where were my parents? When my father found my bloody panties he  raped me.

A child of 15...where were my educated parents then to teach me, and protect me? 

As a 6 years old we lived in the city named Kraljevica near Rijeka in Croatia.
 I remember i got a new red coat with the 2 rows of golden buttons. so i wanted to go out to show it and to play with other children. 
But the children of my age did not want to play with me; they called me ''the witch'' (stringa), because of my mother's nationality and her orthodox tradition no matter we were never religious on any side. 
What those children did was that they stoned me. They threw stones at me. They spat on me. They called me names. That was the first time ever i got down to play.
Just one boy came out [pretending he would be my friend and said he would play with me. When i accepted, he came to me, hugged me and spit into my face.We were all around 6 years old.

I remember when i was a 5th grader or so, my best school girl friend asked me to come to her birthdaay..i came there, gave my present to her mother who immediately threw it to the dogs, screaming on her daughter that she did not want whores and Serbian bitches  in her house...she threw  me outsaying there would be no birthday until i leave.
The guy mentioned above... offered himself to walk with me so that they would be sure i was gone
...he walked  some time and than said he would go back. No matter he saw what happened.
 The same boy later claimed he liked me. And i believed him.


There is more, much more;  i was just a puppet in the hands of evil, pure evil.

My healing started here some almost 16 years ago, by focusing on the parenting, abstaining from any sexual contact with any man whatsoever, all these years; researching, validating all my research, meditating, going to college, finding out about the holistic healing and similar experience of the diverse population here, especially the experiences and the healing practices of The First Nations...i am immensely grateful to all of you guys.

This is my first coming out only with a will and wish for my personal story to be a stronghold for all who suffer similar abuses.

You are not alone. 
You are here to be free individual, proud of who you are. 
Do not ever forget. 
 I forgave NOT to any of my abusers. 

Do not have ANY burden of any of those abusers on myself.

This is what i said and say and will always say to anyone that have ever abused me, any variation of me, any splice of me, any avatar of me  in any manner:

''I forgive you not. Never. Why? Because of all those who have suffered the similar fate. Both males and females. Victims of psychopaths, males and females.

 Pedophyles.

In my case, when I was gang-raped at my 15 years of age,  they all or almost all were the seers, telepaths,  psychycs that, in my case travelled, payed money in order to rape me. 
Their names:
Eva Mratinic phd of Agriculture paid for my rape
Her brother, Veljko Mratinic, an  engeneer of agriculture, businessman now,said he prepared himself 2 days for the event...
Dragan Gane Glumicic ex boyfriend of Evica Mratinic graduate at Political Sciences with the major in Philosophy, that would later be even my Philosophy and sociology teacher.
Janos Karoly, Evica Mratinic's than boyfriend, a student at the university of Belgrade,
his brother Ferenc Karoly, originaly from Novi Becej, and
their father, an investigated pedophile, than in the police Lajos Karoly;
Tome Bjelis and his than friend Ante Prkacin.
Yes...to know that she paid for my rape is absolutely something....why?
Gane Glumicic was a seer and had a gift to project fear...his release was to have a sexual arousal while doing it. I was petrified of him ...he manifested the fear on me together with others when they all swirled me around kicking me and touching me.
When i moved to Novi Becej , i was attended 11th grade of the local grammar school, he asked me to remember him from Dubrovnik and  than said he grew moustaches because of me: He said: " if you remember me i'll give you a medal, and you know what ...you already earned your grade..with what i others did to you...but you do not remember me, because i gave you the suggestion to freeze. I even had my short friend Bela, remember, you will never guess who he was...Fuck you in your Croatian Catholic heritage...now my girl is your school friend she is a minor too, i will give her a suggestion  to keep my pubic hair in the match box...now i give you a suggestion to look at it.You are in the match box now..you can write this in your future post or article because i see  this in the 'astral' "   



 They almost all were all psychics, seers.
For those paying for my rape I was their sacrifice ritual. They planned  that  raping me would be a sacrifice that was to have brought them abundance...money...careers and such...well i guess they succeeded in raping me and about the rest they are all on the upper career and societal class level...

Just one of whom today is a politician. Ante Prkacin.
A 'friend' of my boyfriend who took the money and organized the rape. Not any psychic but than an  avarage brute, psychopathic male who said: ''we should have tricked her mother to come here and than rape them both, so that they can squeek as the pigs when we rape them as the pigs they are.''

He also told me while raping me: ''what do you think you are with you walking all important among us, working, poor people...you and your aristocracy between your legs ( ti i tvoj gospodski cilinder medju tvojim nogama) I hate you all ... '' 
''I am Ante, and my nick name is Prchko, not because of what i do to you but because of what my surname is.''

The Lajos Karoly, a policeman from Novi Becej, Vojvodina, now part of Serbia, came together with his both sons, one minor and one adult. Karoly ; ( he later during the 1980s worked in Osijek and was found a pedo material in his desk and was investigated for the pedophilia...he raped his than 16 years old daughter and both of his sons ) 

The two sons and the woman I had met in Dubrovnik the summer before, and was with all in friendly terms with...

Interesting thing that all of them were themselves the victims of rape and were hooked on AUDITING...
They talked about the "astral plane" and alegedly could go "up" and "talk" with each other...and some were natural remote viewers.
One of them was from Zajecar and went under the name Gogo and  is of gypsy origin; he knew him when we were children; then i was 7 1/2...he  was 6 and told us all there playing  that he was autistic..yea; he told  even than that he would help them rape me because he would be their friends. 
He even then as the 6 years old forcefully got my t-shirt of me and tied my hands up with a rope that he said he brought with him just because he knew i would be there ... so the little guy prepared just to check out how i would have looked as...he said i'd be 16 years old,  he missed a year, for i was 15...when the gang rape occured. Just a small coincidence that all of his brothers are remote viewers and seers and my all possible real estate that i among other would have gotten from my ancestors living there just across the street from them,  went to that family. And surprise, would they all not show up a year before my rape on my holiday in Dubrovnik when i had an "honor" to meet them.

Yes. They 'saw' it all before and came...that just happened to match with already seen possibility of them raping me; further on they payed money to my than ''boyfriend'' to do it. One of them was a planner of it all together with Evica Mratinic but he was nit there. He was changing his names. So i even today do not know his real name but he went with the false name Vlada Mihaljevic, before that he went under Zoran... he once said after them torturing me: i came in as Zoran and i come out as Vlada...but maybe i am Aleksander ...
I later found out that they planned this a year in advance.

It came out that the policeman raped his own daughter when she was 16.. and more over that me than in a hi school and my family lived in THEIR house that they gave to the  community for the family doctors that came and worked for the local medical clinic, that my mother was. After the story about him, the policeman, raping his minor daughter broke out, his wife left, and all charges denied by him and were not ''proven'' oficialy.
Twilight zone? OMG. 
 
I needed all those years to remember. And I did because one of them decided to talk...guilty conscience?
I had a total black...nothing about the half  of my life.



Life is what I claim. My life. This life. Life in peace, harmony, freedom and love. Life in the world of balance, tolerance, diversity.
Never allow yourself to be under any sugestion or in trance. WAKE UP.
Never forget. 
Forgive not...these kind of people can not pass... because if they do that would be the pass to abuse and torture as an allowed value of life. 
And it IS NOT.

Also, EDUCATION is of a crucial importance. 

About the women, about the sex, about the fact that a child CAN NOT have an adult friend. 
Because a friend is someone who is on the SAME mental and psychological level with the other one. 

AND about the fact that you should have, as an adult, the OBLIGATION to educate, defend your children, and if you are a witness as Mr Z. Gattin, phd of Agriculture was a witness of the incest on me, you should than have reported this and not hypnotised me at the age of 11 that I than was. 

Because he unknowingly came in order to give my little brother some chess material...yes and did not want to make waves. Was fresh out of the Sibir territory in then USSR, where he worked on his phd... 

He locked himself in the bathroom on that occassion...after he ''talked'' to me; and my mother did not find this suspicious when she came from work and found him there in the bathroom locked from the outside where he had me lock him earlier. 

I additionaly, after being raped by my biological father, cooked a meal for the family, did not tell, and was asked by my mom: ''what is this white dirt in your hair?''

But my little brother knew all the time...beside those who really helped. Tony, the boy little older than me and his father, just the poor neighbours next door, that noone paid attention to...He once told me: ''Marina and I know the secret, just 2 of us know your life, do we? And i said: " What secret?"
And he said: " Marina, Marina, you forgot, how could you have forgetten?''
 
And it seems some other people knew more than I could have ever, as a child, assumed. 

A particular  lady from the neighbourhood  insisted that I had a secret. 
She said: ''you have an odd glare in your eyes that i cannot identify, can you tell me  who had  done this to you and why? Is it about a boy or is it something else?" 
And I just fealt uneasy and somewhat scared. She then  told me: ''Marina has a secret and we do not know what it is..but you will beat them all up/win one day, I know; until than, be silent, tell no one. Because you have friends in your head, and the real friends show up when you need them. Remember that I did not tell you this, but the friend in your head.'' 
What did she know? Who told her? The friend in her head?


Furtheron, it summerizes only A PART of my tragic personal life story that, in content, shows how many people can manipulate only a small child that I was at times of my abuse and also how many of them can be held accountable when the time of this comes or not, it is not of my choosing, but of the men and women of the world that it comes to pass that WE THE PEOPLE may choose the ways of conduct that appropriates and reciprocates the doings and wrong doings of those perpetrators of crimes against humaniy. 

BECAUSE THIS IS JUST ONE OCCASSION OF JUST THAT, A CRIME AGAINST A HUMAN IN ME THAT WAS GROWING TO BECOME A GROWN WOMAN, CONFIDENT IN MYSELF AND INSTEAD BECAME WHAT I AM A  TODAY, A TRAUMATIZED WOMAN as many others in the word in which we all live.

 However, this truth may be told in a way of distinct formality, but i have chosen to tell it in this simplistic language, as to summarise the feelings and the thoughts of me as i was then, and understood by me  somewhat the individual i am today. 
This post can not be copied ror used without permission.

Further, this post cannot be validated by court order of ANY kind. This post represents a witnessing of my personal life story and it can not be used in any validation of any claim, any witnessing account ever anywhere. 
MM

LOVE IS THE CREATIVE PROCESS OF LIFE NOT ONLY THE EMOTION

There are two matrix layers according to  scientists.                   
The team of scientists uncovered it some 20 or actually more then 30 years ago.
The layers of matrix they thought only existed, was the so called ''astral'' or mental layer. 
What they found out was that the DARK MATTER makes the archonic archetype or ''storage'' of almost all that  ever lived.

The first matrix layer is the one with the consciousness layer, the  mental or 'logos' sublayer to it is the one that we call 'light', or this is the 'astral' sub layer.

It is the layer of mental decisions, with the another sub layer to it which is the frequency layer or the morphic EM fields.

The second layer that was uncovered is the layer that the Gnostics called  ''The Psyche" which is the layer of SENSES.

The LOVE and the FEAR are THE ONLY SENSES OF THIS KIND in all living beings\entities on this 
 The other ''senses'' that each of us posess that I will NOT speak about here, are those that serve us to smell, see etc.

What I am talking about here, are the senses that are in the domain of emotions, such as joy, anger, hate, sadness, grief etc.

These emotions are so to say, translated love and fear, into its ''parts'' by the consciousness and are than transmitted by the electrical impulses carried inside of the nervous system.
The nerves  CENTRE in the body is  the PLEXUS
It is again, where the emotions are ''translated'' and than ''transmitted''.

The impulses travelling to the brain transmit the information to the particular brain centre/point that than analyses it and sends it accordingly for each of us to experience it.

To come back to the LOVE and FEAR.

LOVE is the CREATION PROCESS. 

THE HEART IS ITS VEHICLE OF OPERATION.

Each of us   CREATE WHAT WE ''LOVE'' in the HEART by loving it.

 The NERVOUS SYSTEM,  ''orders'' the  CONSCIOUSNESS\MIND, to finalize of the creation.

How does it do this? 
Well it is transmitting the ''knowledge'' about the decision or the intention that already exists by being loved, into the conscious, mental framework.


On the other hand, the SENSE OF FEAR does NOT BELONG TO THE HEART.

It belongs to the part we call the MIND, THE LOGOS, THE MENTAL PART.
FEAR is NOT ''felt'' in the heart, but is transmitted BY THE ELECTRICAL IMPULSE to the whole body as the experience of the upcoming MODEL OR MENTAL SHAPE.
So each of us can ''feel'' fear anywhere in the body such as in the pelvis area, in the gut or in the plexus itself or anywhere else.

SUMMARY

1. LOVE IS NOT ONLY WHAT WE FEEL.
LOVE IS THE ONLY SENSE THAT EXISTS IN THE HEART.
IT IS THE LIFE CREATIVE PROCESS.
EACH OF US CREATE BY THE MEANS OF LOVE . 

2. FEAR IS CREATED BY THE CONSDCIOUS MIND AS THE WARNING SIGN
IT IS TRANSMITTED BY THE ELECTRICAL IMPULS INTO THE BRAIN AND THAN ANYWHERE INTO THE BODY, ACCORDINGLY.

3. EMOTIONS SUCH AS JOY, ANGER, GRIEF, HATE, ETC. ARE ''DILUTTED'' LOVE OR FEAR AND ARE TRANSMITTED BY THE ELECTRICAL IMPULSES INTO THE VARIOUS CENTRES OF THE BRAIN, ACCORDINGLY AND THAN TRANSMITTED FOR THE EACH OF US TO UNDERSTAND, ACT AND ALTOGETHER, EXPERIENCE.

The difference between the LOVE and ALL other emotions is that the LOVE is the ONLY ONE that is of the LITERALY CREATIVE nature.
further on it is THE ONLY  sense\feeling\process of the heart.

Joy, attraction, sadness, anger etc. ARE NOT in the heart.  

LOVE IS NOT OF A MATRIX DOMAIN.

The Highest Law of Life and the Fall of Golden Age on Earth

 ''The main principle or ideology of the "golden age" was the life of its inhabitants in harmony with nature by its laws .''
 http://www.earthbeforeflood.com/paleocene_-_eocene_%20-_golden_age_of_humanity.html



''According to Appy Sluijs and his colleagues from University of Utrecht city (Holland), terrestrial atmosphere consisted of two covers - air, similar modern, and water, consisting of frozen water steam in the lower stratosphere (10-50 km) which has not remained now. 
The smallest crystals of ice caught and did not pass a part of sunlight which was reflected back to atmosphere, and thus they promoted greenhouse effect.
The expert in area of physics of atmosphere doctor Dzh. Dillow in the book "Waters from above" calculated that water steam instead of ice crystals was equivalent  to about 12 meter layer of liquid water and caused additional pressure of atmosphere nearby p=1,18 atm.
.. Earth juicy grasses, flowers, berries, cereals, vegetables and fruit grew and gave  plentiful crops and completely provided inhabitants of that time with food. ''
 http://www.earthbeforeflood.com/paleocene_-_eocene_%20-_golden_age_of_humanity.html




 ''According to some legends, inhabitants of the "Golden Age" never used meat food, and there were no predators among animals - all of them were vegetarian.
There were no wars  and all population lived in peace and consent.''
 http://www.earthbeforeflood.com/paleocene_-_eocene_%20-_golden_age_of_humanity.html

 THE SUPREME LAW OF LIFE OF NON VIOLENCE:

'THE LIFE IS THE MOST SACRED AND MUST NOT BE SACRIFICED OR RUINED'

 How did ancients secure  the main principle of harmony and ensured the safety and prosperity of all life on the planet?
1.
The first fact that there was NO meat eaters... and therefore no instinct for the  violence in order to feed and survive...ALL life was herbivorous.

2.
According to the evidence and research of Dr. Koltypin, there was an effort to keep a population at a constant number by the rule of one child.

3.
There were beings on Earth that could manipulate the frequencies not only on the planet but the frequencies OF the planet.
The population of the Earth that abhorred to the 'Supreme Law of Life' or Harmony aided actively to the frequency of the Harmonious Planet .  

            

 THIS all CHANGED WHEN THE RACE OF BLOND HUMAN LOOKING 'GODS' CALLED DANAVAS BROKE THE OUTER ATMOSPHERIC LAYER AND OCCUPIED EARTH.

THEY HELD THE so called 'anthropocentric value on the life.
 Anthropocentric is  the viewpoint THAT THE HUMAN IS THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE AND THE LORD OF ALL LIFE THAT HAS THE RIGHT TO EXPLOIT THE PLANET AND TO KILL THE ALL LIFE THAT IS NOT HUMAN
 It justifies the destruction and exploitation of other forms of life.

 ''The situation changed radically after landing on Earth massive space Desata daityas and danavas at the end of the Oligocene (about 25 million. Years ago). This event is quite clearly described in the "Mahabharata", "Bhagavata Purana" and, apparently, in the traditions of the Hopi Indians (though let in them under the collective name Lavaihoya).
Lavaihoya appear as bird Mockingbird Framework, sow nationalism and anthropocentrism.''
  http://www.earthbeforeflood.com/paleocene_-_eocene_%20-_golden_age_of_humanity.html

                Blond Danavas-Aliens to this Earth just observe how they hold captive little humans down

THEY DID NOT RESPECT THE ONE CHILD RULE AND SOON OVERPOPULATED THE PLANET
WITH  THEM THE AGRESSIVE VIEWPOINT ON THE LIFE OVER RULLED THE SUPREME /RULE OF LIFE 

THE WARS FOR THE DOMINATION STARTED 
The Reptilian Amphibian Aliens also came and occupied the planet. 
THEY SIDED WITH THE BLOND HUMAN LOOKING GIANT 'GODS' AND FOUGHT AGAINST THE PEOPLE OF THE EARTH. 

  ''During most of the Oligocene (34-23 million. Years ago), there were conditions close to the "golden age" that have been violated at the end of the era have landed on Earth in a large number of space invaders called  'danavas'.''
  http://www.earthbeforeflood.com/paleocene_-_eocene_%20-_golden_age_of_humanity.html

    Ica Stones:  Human  alien and  the particular AI Non - Earth hybrid Reptilians were alies

About the Aboriginal People of the Planet Earth



 ''According to Indian and Buddhist texts and ancient Chinese and Mongolian legends in their presentation C . Volkov substantiated that left-armed and many-headed creatures (rakshasas, Hecatonchires and others), which, according to legend of the Hopi Indians, were due to intelligent insects.  

Hopi legends tell that the many-armed creatures also lived according to the laws of nature in harmony with it. They, like the inhabitants of the "golden age" were vegetarians and communicated with each other and with animals telepathically. Language they needed only in order to address the nature of, or quite simply to cast spells''
www.earthbeforeflood.com

THOSE THAT ADHERED TO THE SUPREME LAW OF LIFE WERE SUPERIMPOSED BY THE GROUP THAT CALLED THEMSELVES ''ABOVE ALL LIFE''. 
THEY BROUGHT WITH THEM TECHNOLOGY, PLANET EXPLOITATION, GREED AND WARS.

In the second ''coming''of ALIENS there came on the Earth the HUMAN LOOKING WHITES AND BLACKS CALLED GHANDARVAS AND DAYTAS IN HINDU TRADITION. 
They were no different from their blond predecessors 

               Both photos represent Gandharvas or Caucasians and Asians that CAME to Earth as ALIENS

Daytas or Black Race Giant Humans came with the 2nd ''coming'' together with Gandharvas

Later in the upcoming ages when the amorpho-centric view of the human as the most able THAT HAS THE SUPREME RIGHT to kill, posses and change the planet as they see fit, as the  supreme species won the planet, because of the abnormal rate that, than giant humans  were procreating, the wars and the rule of death, lies and deception spread.


THE FREQUENCY OF LIFE CHANGED AND ALL LIFE BECAME AGGRESSIVE. OVER THE INCARNATIONS AND THE STABILIZATION OF THE FREQUENCIES  DOMINATING AGGRESSIVENESS, THE  ANIMALS AND ALL LIFE BEGAN EATING EACH OTHER.

ALSO THE ALL MALE AND ALL HUMAN LOOKING GODS WERE MADE UP. THE RELIGIONS STARTED RUINING PEOPLE'S MEMORIES AND LIFE ALL TOGETHER BECAME MISERABLE EXCEPT FOR THE ELITES.

Now they have been finalizing of the planet destruction here yet again. 
When they finish, if allowed, they will get their technology and start over somewhere similar...until they kill that one, and so on and so on...

Chestahedron Mathematics behind the Secrets of The Pyramids and Who Were the Pyramid Builders

 1.  The heart is not  a pump but an organ of flow (regulation). 
 
'' In the developing human embryo, blood is already streaming rhythmically through its blood vessels before the heart has even formed. Something other than the heart, therefore, must be responsible for this movement of the blood
The heart that develops later appears to function more like a balancing brake: blood streams into the left ventricle in a clockwise direction and then vortexes around itself, finally emerging from the left ventricle in the opposite, counter-clockwise direction. At the moment when the blood flow reverses, there is no movement; absolute stillness reigns. However, this is a dynamic rest. This is the exact moment, simultaneous in time and space, that for Frank Chester represents the eternally present heart-centered state in each human being.''

2.  ''Frank Chester found phenomena which appeared to confirm his suggestion that the Chestahedron acts as a fundamental geometric form within our earth.  If one follows a lawful transformation involving surface-point-surface mapping, it can be shown that the Chestahedron has a cube as its foundation (ed.: within it)

With reference to the dimensions of the earth, this cube has the same diameter as our moon (the earth’s core has a diameter of 3400 km; the diameter of the moon is 3474 km).  In 2008, scientists at Uppsala University in Sweden published findings that appeared to confirm that the core of the earth is a cube (Translator note: Specifically, the round earth’s core has a cubical iron crystalline structure and not a hexagonal one as assumed in older models)''

3.  ''Chester found a common denominator, a starting point which promises to offer a deeper understanding of both earthly phenomena as well as those of the human heart.''
 http://earthweareone.com/a-new-form-has-been-discovered-in-sacred-geometry-meet-the-chestahedron/

''Chestahedron as a transformation of a tetrahedron''

                        
The following  animation is courtesy of the Frank Chester website:

                          
 ''13 May ’09 This animation visualizes how the chestahedron comes into being when a tetrahedron is “opened up” like a flower. 
As the tetrahedron opens, it becomes the chestahedron, finally becoming a stellated octahedron. 
The stellated octahedron fits exactly within a larger tetrahedron that is exactly double the size of the original tetrahedron.''

 ''The Double Torus, which is essentially a Star Tetrahedron set in motion. According to Haramein’s Unified Field Theory, the Double Torus illustrates the underlying structure and movement of everything in the Universe, from the smallest subatomic structures to the largest black wholes and everything in-between, including human energy fields ''

  https://ecosomatica.wordpress.com/tag/nassim-haramein/

 Torus structure dynamics  that Nassim Haramain talks about comprised of the BELL shapes discovered by Frank Chester and shown above curtsey of Frank Chester 
The torus dynamics just as the case of human heart, as discovered by Frank Chester, is comprised of opposing vortexes as we can see on the picture above




It is clear that the composition and structure of the human heart and that of the Earth are closely interrelated


''The human core identity—heart-centered identity—is formed by the subtle energies in the shape that is the Chestahedron, the seven-sided form. That same shape also forms the sacred geometry template for the whole planet.''

 http://www.anthromed.org/Article.aspx?artpk=807

Fig 1. Spinning Chestahedron creates two concentric rings of set proportions.
Fig 2. Cross section of heart shows ring of matching proportions.
Fig 3.  Predominance of Aurora Borealis falls within ring of matching proportions.

         

http://www.anthromed.org/Article.aspx?artpk=807

 In addition to these geometric holographic  matrix forms it is electro magnetic fields that are the part of the hollographic matrix we call universe and sounds that govern any particular form. We call this EM sound fields morphic fields..because the change of sound morphs a shape or its state of existence
Nikola Tesla re-created this into a technology:

 The main components of the chakra system are the frequencies.

I will mention that above are drawn 2 chakra systems on one individual: the first is called ''personal light body or chakra system, the second , above the head is called ''cosmic soul''  it is THIS ONE that connects to the galactic  matrix.

The Tree of Knowledge or the Light Body really develops a series of vortex centres of concentrated sound so that the Light Body develops  kind of a network of sounds that simulates the consciousness,  that acts as a body matrix...exactly on the basis of  the golden mean, and the ''flower of life'' or tetrahedron that is inside of the chestahedron creating the vortexes ...just to add to this that Frank Chester proved that the root chakra is a square/cube in its middle the same as the planet Earth and the same as the heart
This personal field is connected to the galactic electro-magnetic so called 'morphic fields

In this galaxy, the sun is the ULTIMATE CONTROLLER OF ALL sounds/frequencies ...so whoever, whatever can control the sun...controls all life in the galaxy.



''A dimension is not an orientation in space, it's a scale or size of structure in space-time as the universe goes from infinitely large to infinitely small in a fractal holographic series of boundary conditions (like infinite Russian dolls stacked inside of each other). So, depending on what scale you are talking about, you can say something like a biological scale entity is incredibly active even though it may be sleeping or seemingly "inactive" because at the cellular dimension or the quantum dimension there may be millions or even billions of "actions" happening per second...''

  https://ecosomatica.wordpress.com/tag/nassim-haramein/

About the Pyramids


Pyramids are not only in Egypt...they are EVERYWHERE...in China, all over South America, in Bosnia Russia, Japan, under the oceans , in Antarctica...everywhere...so why? And who built them? 

''Pyramids are a form of subtle energy collector. Like a solar panel connected to a large battery in full sun, pyramids collect energy over time and store it as a vortex within their center. Items placed within the vortex absorb some of the vortex's energy until it becomes the same intensity (energy flows from high to low concentrations). Like plugging a smaller battery (item being charged) into a larger more charged battery (pyramid vortex).''

 http://www.merlinsrealm.com/pyramid-power.htm

Dr Philip Callahan about the pyramids:

''I believe that the Great Pyramid was designed to be a "Swiss Army knife" like tool to manipulate consciousness and matter. It may have been designed to be a "trap" for the ORMUS elements from air. It may also have been designed to convert metallic gold into ORMUS gold and it may have been designed to concentrate these ORMUS elements in the King's Chamber so that people could use these elements for spiritual purposes.''

 Kirlian photograph of the pyramid vortex energies using the Tesla coil (photo above)

''At a "pyramid energy" workshop that I attended in the mid seventies, Patrick Flanagan described how he could dowse the vortex energy from the peak of a pyramid on every floor directly above the apex as high as he went in a tall building. He said the energy was undiminished by distance above the apex. Flanagan developed a pyramid grid to take advantage of this apex energy. A kirlian photograph of this pyramid grid is shown below''

 http://www.subtleenergies.com/ormus/tw/pyramids.htm

http://www.subtleenergies.com/ormus/tw/pyramids.htm

 Now, what is this 'ormus'? 

''Ormus is a class of physically distinct atomic mineral substances that are unique forms of matter that appear to be closer to the state of aether or vacuum ...''

 http://www.hado-energy.com/ormus.php

Now who would need pyramids, and so many of them...to manipulate this subtle energies and consciousness thereof, and why?

Who built the pyramids? Pharaohs? Their state of scientific knowledge was too primitive...all they had were priests and priestesses that were the keepers of the knowledge left to them that they themselves did not understand but turned them into religion...

 Dr A Koltypin about godess Astarte, or Ishtar:

 ''Astarte considered godess- warrior, rich daughter of the creator of Ra. She was the patroness of the dynasty of pharaohs and, as I said, was no different from other daughters and the eye of Ra - Hathor, Tefnut, Sehmeet and other warrior goddesses.

I expressed my assumption about the nature of Astarte in the chapter "The Warrior Goddess of Ancient Egypt.''

"Astarte, was most likely apsara, who belonged to the anthropomorphic gods of the sun. All the above confirms this.''

http://www.dopotopa.com/yahve_-_shiva_ili_enki_ili_drugoy_bog.html

''And that's what they say about the appearance and abilities of apsaras in "Adiparve":
"At the very moment when Arjuna pulled crocodile  from the river, he suddenly turned into a slender woman, adorned with all sorts of jewelry. It was as if illuminated, O king, the magnificent radiance of his divine captivating body.'' 

 So, beautifull heavenly women such as the crocodiles could shape shift at will...

Also, Dr Koltypin claims that Osiris, Isis were space aliens, reptilian amphibian forms that could shape shift ( see my other posts) . 
They allied with the white human-looking gods (Adytas) in fight against the Earth aboriginal population: dragons and naga people

Dr A Koltypin writes:

''In the end of the Eocene epoch (34 million years ago) the Earth was harried by space aggressors - amphibious or the reptiles lived in water,  led by Hiranyaksa, Hayagriva, Enki, Susanoo, Osiris, Tlaloc and other deities, and the great catastrophe occurred on - the first one after 32 million years. 

We find reflection of this event in the epos of the Maya, Nahua and Aztecs - an episode of "collapses of heavenly monsters on terrestrial ones" (on expression of Miguel  Leon-Portilla), which had caused hurricanes, earthquakes and floods of unprecedented force. It also has evidence in the Chinese epos ("Huainanzi or Huai-Nan-Tzu" and later myths) - in an episode of fight of fire spirit Chzhuzhun with deity of water Gungun 

 It means, in the end of the Eocene era our planet was attacked by intelligent  amphibious beings or intelligent reptiles with semi water-semi terrestrial way of life. Judging by the descriptions and images of Hiranyaksa, Gungun,  Chinese "the divine farmer" Shendun (a huge beings with a green snake body, a human face and small small horns on a head), deity of Dogons Nommo (the semiperson-semisnake with a green smooth and sheen body, the red eyes, the doubled tongue and eight flexible limbs without joints), the Egyptian gods Osiris, Isis (two cobras with the bound snake tails) and, apparently, Uadzhet (Uajet) (a cobra twisted round a stalk of the papyrus) and some other gods and demons of the ancient world, most likely, they were reptiles.

 
This fact (wide development of seas in the Oligocene epoch) is proved by the geological data. In the Oligocene era shallow shelf seas filled the most part of Europe, the European part of Russia, Western Siberia (approximately up to the middle of Oligocene epoch) and northern part of Canada. Also that is surprising, in legends of different people it is noticed that unprecedented flood had coincided on time with appearance of water reptiles like Hiranyaksa and Gungun on the Earth.

 The second type belonged to the legendary Chinese emperor Shennun (see.'s Testimonial in "Gods and Deities") and the deity of water Nommo (half people, half snake) 

 African Dogon tribe with green, smooth, shining like the surface of the water snake bodies, covered with short green hair eight upper and lower limbs (Nommo) and a human head with small horns

   (Shennun). 

At the Nommo's eyes were red and forked tongues, flexible limbs, without joints. These creatures were antagonists to Gungun and maintain world order and harmony.

 
Based on the characteristics of the various gods (and, first of all, by their relation to the world order and harmony), belonged to the first type of "brother" of the Japanese sun goddess Amaterasu water demon Susanao and Sumerian demon Lahmu water, the second type - one of the main gods Sumerian Enki and the main Egyptian gods Osiris, Isis, her sister Nephthys, and others (see. their characterization in "gods and Deities").

 
Apparently, there were many-headed serpent people amphibian. Probably, they were also concerned that I have described in the section "People amphibious" sea-humans, half snake headed by the founder of Athens, Cecrops and his son Erihtoniem.

"Water People" - the indigenous inhabitants of the earth and the aliens. complexity of interpretation

The Dogon believe that the Nommo came with the planetary system Sirius. ''

 http://www.dopotopa.com/zmeeludi-amfibii.html

''Osiris, Isis, and most of the other gods of Lower Egypt were amphibians and also came with a planetary system Sirius (according to other sources, Orion) and built a comfortable life for his pond, adjoining the Great pyramids and the Sphinx.  

In my third book, "Earth before the Flood - the world of sorcerers and werewolves," I confirmed this view and showed that for a long time Lower Egypt was the domain of serpentine and amphibians of the gods, leading-semi-terrestrial semi-aquatic lifestyle.''http://www.dopotopa.com/zmeeludi-amfibii.html

 

So, Osiris and Isis were amphibian reptiliaan space aliens coming from Sirius star constellation...Their leader was Hyraniaksha...which we know is an incarnation-avatar of Vishnu
It is also a fact that Vishnu belongs to, as the Nag Hamadi and other gnostic sources call them ''2nd Adamic Race" 
This race are the Light beings having their bodies exclusively on the basis of Chakra or Light body or Tree of Knowledge...
This is why they can shape shift at will like Ishtar/Astarte or any other of them

They were the real pyramid builders..
Why would they need them?
Pyramids were energy enhancers and consciousness transmuters...they were able to visit other realms, especially after residing on this planet longer, they were in the danger of being fixated on the certain frequency... and therefore shape too. Pyramids were their almost abodes...since they were/are able to manipulate matter without changing its structure, they did not need doors to enter or leave the pyramid
Above mentioned scientific research proves this conclusively
Later upon their leaving the surface and moving underground and elsewhere they left the priests who manipulated pharaos into the ways of rulership and close implementation of worship of their gone  'gods'  embodying some of the secrets of the pyramids to the priests that would than 'initiate' the  pharaohs into the 'mysteries'...such purpose served  long and targeted meditations and detachment  from any emotion that enabled them to, while in the pyramid,  mentally shift into other realms, where they would meet their reptoid, hungry gods

One of such testimonies we have  in the book of  Elisabeth Haich in her book Initiation who remembered her past life of her past incarnation during those times

    

   



Hyranyaksha reptilian form of Vishnu, leader of amphibian reptilians that invaded Earth from Sirus star constellation...among them were Osiris and Isis..
We see here how it kills Naga woman that is the native to the planet Earth    

Original Vishnu form...Blue blood...totally of light structure...orb..or chakra which allows him to shape shift and other stuff...in his reptilian form builder of pyramids, murderer for the need and lust of soma, human life liquids such as blood, enzymes etc

pyramids served them as portals consciousness enhancers and weapon if needed

 Isis Osiris and Nemesis in between them 

God Nemesis holds a wheel...dharma wheel or if you want chakra...symbol of the light body or artificial intelligence ( see my other posts)...which was the ability of those beings to manipulate consciousness holographic field by manipulating  their own chakra frequencies and change their shape at will 

Zeus Meilichios with a beard

Conjoined Nomo Twins, Dogon